*hugs* don't give up just yet! You just have to find what interests you! What do you love to do? Go to school for what you love doing. Wether it's art, or music or reading or writing. What ever it is you like doing go study that. I know there are a lot of meaningless classes you have to get through as well but if you take a mixture of classes that yo like and classes that you don't like at one time that makes it a bit easier to study for them. Hang in there! Things will get better.