Thank you. I tried strong, in fact, I think I took the concept to extremes, doing things like taking boxing lessons to try to up my tough factor. Well, I still feel like anything I have done has been in vain. Forever branded as mentally ill by myself and society. It all seems so hopeless.

How can I live with myself if I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror every morning? I wish I could just run away and assume a completely new identity. They only happens in the movies.