I'm beginning to worry that my meds have stopped working. And I really don't want to go back to my dr and tell her all of the crap going in my head. Too much in there and far to terrifying. If I tell her im afraid I'll be admitted to a hospital. I don't want that but it's all I can think about. And now my big black pit of depression is going to open up and swallow me whole. After clouds nine all last month I crash and burn typical tig.