Thank you for your words of encouragement. I stopped cooking for my family and i would rather eat alone. Eating is not a plessure for me its to stay alive. I have been told that i should lean on people for support, i dont i think i should be able to handle everything and anything. I know you will get through this recovery on the upside. You have a great attitude and that is the most important part.
What is weird for me.. if someone brings me food i will eat it but if i have to get it myself, i dont. I havent always been this way just in the past 5 years atleast not to this extreem. When i lean on my husband too much he backs off, the boys think i am a nut sometimes. I lost my mom last year so i dont have an avenue to vent anymore, she suffered with eating too. i am really looking forward to hearing your progress i feel i will learn a lot from your experience.