She keeps upping them because I'm still depressed. And like I said, I was having trouble caring about anything, so since I didn't care what happened, she just kept upping the anti-depressant.

I'm not sure I can go to anyone else…she's actually covered by my insurance and I didn't think there would be ANYONE covered by my insurance.

Hopefully I'll care enough the next time I see her to ask her to take me off of at least one. It's not like they make me less depressed. Actually, they might make me feel more depressed as they're really expensive, take away my libido and dull my ability/desire to write music even more. But most likely she'll just talk me out of it and I'll have to go off of them myself.