I'm doing the same for the same reason! Sick of all the side effects, time to try without meds.

I keep having to tell myself not to shut out the idea completely and refuse meds forever...because if they do help, and going off them makes things even worse I need to be willing to admit I was wrong and I do need them.

That bit I'm struggling with though, I just don't want meds at all anymore.

I hope you can solve the sleep issue