Ever since Sept my life has completely spiraled outta control. I mean everything is
a HUGE mess, my son w his Adhd; He has destroyed my apt, ; everything. we are
left w one decent tv, my break-up, my emotionally abusive mother.. I am having
suicidal thoughts off/on, more like fantasies. .. burning myself. I wuz supposed to
have been admittted last mo, but something else came up. I am drifting on a
sea of hell.I am bi polar and bpd. I see my psych on the 10th. She will prolly still
want me admitted. My mom calls it a vacation???? She calls me psycho. She tells
my son that I am sick and have been for yrs. He is mild autism too. HELP