As for ADHD though... I really struggled until middle school with teachers who couldn't stand I wasn't religiously watching their lips and hated I drew in my notebooks.

As I was uncomfortable for them.

On HS... most of the teachers did not care. Some still ratted on me... on Uni? NOBODY cared. I need a specific environment, so probably couldn't handle ALL jobs, but I don't struggle if I am reasonably comfortable.

So is it quirk or illness? My family opted to pay me prive HS so I am in some freer and less dogmatic environment. On regular one... my "ADHD" or whatever other issues I have... might be the end of my academic career.

Also... was Kafka ill or existentialist? Sure, today he'd be dragged to shrink by one of his lovers and may end up talking his childhood and inner child on the couch and be heavily medicated (one pill for obsessing with the ones living in Castle, one for fear of turning into giant cockroach, some APs for paranoia he found hard to Process, another one for being uhappy and loss in America). How about those who were not really happy, but created something greater then themselves?

oh sorry OP for the threadjacking.