Doing horrible today, hallucinations and paranoia are out of control, it's almost like they got worse after 3 days of Risperdal 1mg. I'm not sure how. Anyway, I live with my mom and she wants me to go to the hospital, I really don't want to be there again if it's not necessary. I'm going to stay here and try to hold off until I hear from my pdoc during the week. I think I can make it.