healingme: I guess I'd get over it in time if I just left it all right now. You're right, there is no guarantee the next session won't be sour too - possibly even worse. What drives me back? I think it's because I've been so attached and developed a bond with this person in whom I confided and disclosed so much - much of it very painful. It feels a bit as though she never did care then if she does this to me now. I suppose I feel that if I could have that person just one more time then I'd feel it was genuine care and I could go in a better way.