I hate myself. I can't do anything because of my negative and cognitive symptoms. I can't even take care of myself. The most I can do is take my meds, and I can't even do that some days, I have to ask my mom for help finding them, because I forget where they are.

I don't know how to fix this. The abilify stops the hallucinations mostly, but I have no motivation, not even to do the things I like. I think my mom is about done with me.