So cloud nine is back with no reason that I can see. What the hell is this crap? I really wish that this all could make sense in my head. But then if that happened would I even need it to make sense? I think a visit to the dr is going to be in order in the near future. This is craziness to have to keep dealing with. I feel that tonight is going to be a sleepless night. what exactly is considered self medicating? But eh.... Can't sit still. Don't really want to either.