Thank you on your post on your experience with your husband's illness and your brother's. First let me say, both of these experiences sound extremely traumatic. The second with your husband possibily made more so by the preivous one with your brother. To be caretaker, can produce more deep feelings - there just aren't words to decribe (my mom had a rehuematic heart).

I just feel for you...

Your writing is soooo powerful. It speaks to me because it illustrates how my life is impacted by PTSD,
It helps me to not feel so alone and I am thankful you shared it with me.

You captured the impact PTSD as I have never seen before -so that people (including myself) can clearly see what happens.

Sincerely,
freewill