Hey Captain, I really know how you feel it can really be difficult to be vulnerable and let other people in, which almost always results in them either judging us, or worrying about us. But, you're never a problem to deal with, and technically you've already told someone - us here at PC how do you feel now, knowing that you've admitted relapsing recently? (P.s. just hang in there, okay? I know that things are really bad now, and I wish that I could take all your pain away, but just hang in there until you see a better day)