After talking to me for a while my therapist sent me to a doctor to get screened for antidepressants. I got diagnosed with a few things, and one of them was depression of course. I always figured I was bipolar after reading quite a bit about the disorder, but my doctor told me that I'm not happy enough to be bipolar. What's that supposed to mean? I know she wasn't trying to hurt my feelings or whatever, but I don't know, something about that idea is upsetting. I sort of feel judged, like she thinks she knows everything about me after talking to me for an hour. I don't get why I'm being this defensive, but something about that happiness remark bugs me... Oh well, that's my rant...