Hi everyone,

Thanks for all your replies! I am going to bring this up with the "Pdoc" when I go.

Its nice to know I am not alone in all this.

pilatus, paxil was tried and gave me a very bad reaction when I was a teen so they havent tried it again. Right now im taking Effexor Xr, Zyprexa and clonazepam. I am currently weaning off of effexor since the doctor thinks its actually making me worse rather than better. But, this is something that i have experienced for a long time, not necessarily med related, but i do think that we just havent found the right combination yet.

In the mean time I am trying to just focus on..not focusing on the people around me so much, even though that might not be the best thing and is kind of avoidant. For the time being it is keeping me sane(er) than normal.