Ok, so I usually don't login when I'm like this. I don't like showing or sharing my negative feelings. I never have. Part of it may be that I haven't had healthy role models for how to express anger while growing up.
I am feeling very cranky and angry right now- like an irrational anger- I feel like I have no reason to be angry at this person in my life but I am. I guess cuz we used to be sorta close and in the last year I feel like were drifting apart and that she's basically pushing me away. So I guess I'm really just feeling hurt.