I'm also grumpy because I have to go back to work tomorrow . .. I feel so stuck there but I put on a smile- there are people that make me feel good about myself and take pride in my work . . . but job hunting is so redundant sometimes, I feel like I made some poor decision and now am stuck. Like a typecasted actor- I don't know how to deal with these feelings. 7 months sober from marijuana . . In the past I would just light up a bowl, I can't do that anymore. I suppose its a good thing. I still just escape my feelings instead of dealing with them- like watching funny videos and stand up comedy online-or listening to loud angsty rock music. so I thought I'd try out logging in here and maybe getting some feedback or something.