Haven't really been on PC. Was busy.

I had some ups last week. I managed to get time for myself... but I guess I've been going against the current too much that now I'm just plain tired, and on the brink of giving up. My body isn't cooperating with me either; I'm aching top bottom and I just feel like crying. But nope, my meds blunted my ability to cry. Been down more this week...

I have to keep going, lest my assignments... *sigh* the people I face everyday is not helping either. And no, I'm not revealing my condition to them. I don't know how long I can keep this facade on... I'm tired. Hospitalisation sounds like a good idea now. I just want to run away. I just don't want to continue fighting.. for now.

Where's the strength when you need it the most?

But another up: I completed what I need to do.

But I'm tired.