i have had such a horrfic 3 mos, it's not getting better. I am tryin
to get over my ex, help my son, and lose my mother. My son
is 5yrs old, he is Autistic/ severe ADHD. He destroys everything .
he is mildly Autistic. I have been thru docs, Dfcs, his school. He
is also become violent. I am seeking for child psychologist.
We are not getting nearly enuff help. Docs are worthless,meds
are not working, been on several, my mother is emotionally
abusive to me; nasty names, everyday. She yells at me ALLL the
time... I am 38!!!! She is too aggressive for me.. seriously.
I am at witt's end. This morning she went off and calls me
a slob and a pig??? I have twisted fantasies of pain I could
put her thru, for every nasty, horrible name she ever called
me... Homicidal fantasies... just fantasies. I have soo much
built up anger, hate and rage for. I used to Go off, now I
have no emotion. I have my own probs, my son and my
illnesses. Lost my faith in God too. Thx.