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Old Dec 02, 2013, 12:25 PM
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My father was an alcoholic (so i hear..didn't really know him) I don't drink anymore bc I don't want my kid to see her father like that....but sometimes the urge to take a bunch of benzos and drink and just sleep for days sounds soooooooo good. Escaping from life, i guess

I agree some days that sounds so good. But I have a daughter too and don't want to leave her with that stigma, so I try to stay away from doing anything permantly. Some days it's really hard to keep focused on her instead of my and my pain, but I try.
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