Sorry you are feeling grumpy. I have days like that, when everyone just needs to leave me alone.

Congratulations on doing without marijuana for 7 months! I don't think there is anything wrong with distracting yourself with comedy or music.

I understand your not wanting to go back to work. I feel stuck in my job, too. I, too, paste on the smile and do what I have to do, but I sure don't enjoy myself.

I hope your grumpiness goes away soon.