I didn't call. I freaked out. I don't even know what to say. My social skills aren't good enough for this. What should I say when I call?

Besides, what if he really doesn't want to hear from me? I mean, what if he got upset when I told him about the problems we've encountered in therapy (the fact that we're going nowhere etc)? What if he's like "oh dear god, not neutrino again" or something?

Sorry for all the questions. If it seems like I'm freaking out a little bit that's because I am. I just really want everything to go well. I want things to be alright. I don't want to be on my own anymore.