Just thought I'd let you know I saw my doc. He is still convinced that I am bp and should be on meds. i think the ptsd and the anxiety are the culprits more than anything. Does this sound likely to any of you? I ended up talking to a local conseller who "might" fit me in. Just talking to her I was anxious on the phone. Because my speech sounded pressured to her she says bp. Later in the afternoon I suddenly had a huge cry and vomited every few minutes and then felt totally wiped out for a day and a half. What is it that makes some people sound so confrontational.Its their way or the hiway. I fiquired if that is how I am just on the phone don't even go there. The flip side is to not runaway but face my fears. What a choice! Anyway I am really wondering if it is possible to do this on my own. Just keep understanding what is underneath and face it as best I can.