would you say that you trust your T a great deal? Do you tell your T everything,or only things that are on your mind,in that moment. Would you say that you're an open book with your T or a needle in a hay stack?

I feel as though I'm always back and forth between,trusting her with my first born child to not trusting her with holding a pen.

Right now,I'm a at a point,where I don't trust her at all. Honestly,I kind of hate her right now. (hate is a strong word for me)

Trust has always been hard for me, its something I've been struggling with my whole life. It's like I'm waiting for the day when she'll just drop me,for good,because that is always the outcome!!

Anyway,what is the trust like with you and your T?