Well, I was not able to go through with things last week. Something happened before group and I was in a very troubled state. Overall I think it is good that I didn't because there were a couple of people missing, which is a third of the group. I am trying to build myself up again, and bring it up tomorrow night. I know that I definitely need to do this. Yes, I have been put in a bad position, but it is up to me to make things better. I have realized this week that I really need to make some changes, even when it seems off to me.