I don't know what's worse, being depressed for no reason or being depressed because something bad has happened.
I went to my gynocologist last week to get test results of a biopsy back and it came back very bad and they want me to have this procedure called a leep which i had once last year which in the long run is bad for when it comes time for pregnancy. ALl I want in life is to have a baby, I was told I would have a very high risk pregnancy and they would have to stitch me up inside to hold a baby in. That killled me. AND he wants me to see a cancer specialist because my condition is very rare in someone my age )21) and they don't know why this is happening to me. I am so freaked out. CANCER specialist?? I was supposed to call yesterday to make an appointment but this is just too scary to face. I had a great weekend with my boyfriend, didn't think about this but now it's staring me in the face. This is way to hard to deal with. I don't know what to do.