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Old Dec 02, 2013, 06:42 PM
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I did as a way of controlling situations around me when I had no control. It was a way to let out some of the emotions I was feeling.

For a while it was also a way to actually feel - I was so numb most of the time and dissociating regularly. It helped me keep going and 'grounded' to life.