Oh, my....are you seeing a therapist or a psychiatrist, or a combination??? Why are they not dealing with the PTSD??? You defnitely have it, it would cause the depression, it causes mine. Are you on a depression med yet, I know you said you did not want to take any meds.... You did post under the correct foum, no worries here!!! Maybe you need to see a new therapist??? Mine deals with my PTSD head-on, my issues, things I am dealing with.....hmmmmmm.........I am sorry you are dealing with all of this.....