((((((((((Val6)))))))))
I'm sorry to hear that things are seeming worse at the moment ... i've been there, and i know how bad it can be at times. And i completely, Completely, get what you are saying about becoming more upset when you're alone. Thats why - as hard as it can be sometimes - i know i always try my best to just be around people, even if i'm not saying a whole lot or really doing anything ... just something to keep my mind from wandering off into more negative thoughts.

If its something you want to do, keep trying to see which meds are the best fit for you. Do you have anyone that you can talk to about any of this? Talking helps alot sometimes too ... even if it hurts at the time.

BUT, welcome to the site! there are certainly many people here that can relate to you.

Take good care,
Jacq