Thank you everyone for all the post so far....I'm really on the fence about giving my T all of me. I just don't trust her right now. I feel as though she's hurt me and she has been hurting me since our recent issue. How can I trust someone I don't even really know?

The hate part,I honestly,have a form of rage towards her right now. I want nothing to do with the woman,asking myself,how can I trust her when she's made me feel like my feelings were invalidated,it makes me (hate) her for that.

I'm always worried I've shared too much and that I shouldn't trust her,that she'll abandon me