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Old Dec 02, 2013, 10:41 PM
CaptainKirk CaptainKirk is offline
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I feel so numb sometimes I just need the pain to remind me I'm still alive... Other times I just get so mad at myself I love to see myself in pain... For a while it was the only way I could keep that fake smile on and stay "sane" for most of the day... I started in February when my best friend killed herself, and I never really stopped... I wish I could, because I know how much it hurts my boyfriend... But I can't stop...

Last edited by notz; Dec 02, 2013 at 11:58 PM. Reason: added trigger icon