So sorry that you feel that way. There are times when I feel like I have no one to talk to, at least at home. I have people to talk to at work, but I don't want to get too intimate with them. Especially with my depression and anxiety. I have one good friend to talk to on the phone if I want to, but I don't want to bother him a lot. He's not very understanding about depression because he never suffered it. Also if I call him, chances are that he'd be occupied with something else while I'm talking to him.

I know how a bad session with a T can be depressing. I have had that happen to me. In fact just recently I had it happen and I felt like I couldn't sleep that night because of it. It was not a therapist, but a volunteer counselor from a church. I guess I was an impossible case for him. We argued about for me to make friends. It's hard for me to make friends. I told him that I have to be content to be alone. I can be content at being alone at times, but not all of the time. He said that I was wrong for feeling that way.