Well. It's been awhile. Wonder how many people here still recognize me...

Anyway, hard to believe it's already December. I've been feeling much better these past few weeks. This is probably the best I've been since April. Not sure how many people remember what I was going through a few months ago with my friend ignoring me. But he never did talk to me, and I'm just now starting to let go. The romantic feelings I once had for him are gone for sure. The friendship isn't quite as easy to let go of, but I'm still not sure if I want to let go of that completely. Regardless, the longer he goes without talking to me the less I think of him as my friend.

I joined an internet dating site a little while back. Met a few people from there, but either didn't feel a connection with the person or met someone who only wanted sex. Finally met the 5th guy from the site, who I went on my 3rd date with last night. It's been going quite well. I think he wants the same kind of thing I do, and I think he's here to stay for awhile