Family is by far my biggest trigger in my life... I can't even handle it when friends refer to themselves as "family" (I have a few here like that.. it's a really transient community so a lot of people don't have family around). Like, how whacked is that? To get super anxious when you hear someone refer to you as part of their Town-family?
So, I get what you mean. I get really anxious if I choose to go back - and I make the choice to do it to try and be a good daughter!
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