I would give that (both) GP's a good piece of my mind and report them for their unprofessionalism. I suggest you not go back - that is completely rude of them and unacceptable. I'm angry for you and I don't even have a ED. Definitely do not go back, you do not deserve to be disrespected when you are simply struggling. If the test results are not good, their job is to help you not judge you. If T has been in your corner - stick with it. I know its hard, and you feel like breaking down, but T's are pretty receptive of that kind of thing! It could probably benefit you more to push through those urges to cancel. I would write a letter if I were you to the board that the doctor serves on and let them know you are highly dissatisfied and won't tolerate such ignorance.