I thought I trusted him more or less completely, but today I found it very hard to do so. I don't know why. Trust is not an on/off thing, just like archipelago says. I've made several "leaps of trust", decided to trust him with something without being quite sure that it would be a good idea. And he's never let me down yet, but the complete trust still isn't there.

I do trust him to be ethical, not to tell anybody what I tell him or even that I'm his client, and to do his best to help me with the tools that are at his disposal. I almost, not quite, trust him not to judge me (he never has). I don't quite trust him to respect me. That's the toughest one for me, I think.