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Originally Posted by gayleggg
I'm sorry you had such a bad experience. After all, it's not fun anyway. I've had a couple and have been lucky not to wake up. I hope your next one goes better for you, even though, I know you will be scared and I don't blame you.  |
Thank you! I feel like that was the last straw. I'm barely keeping myself together emotionally and this seemed to not only traumatized me, but has wrecked what little emotional self-control I seem to have. I'm just trying to survive until I see my therp on Thursday. Also, I'm seeing if I can speak to my case manager about some things tomorrow. Too early for either to get back to me yet, but I don't know what to do until I see them other than to medicate with Xanax and hope to make it.