Grey...I came on here today to post about my issues but when I read yours I had to respond. There are many times when we have to deal with these horrible things that come into our lives. Sometimes it just gets to be too much and we wish we could "check out". That was how I was feeling today. Our stories are similar but different...I know that makes no sense. But we both have money problems...took time off work for our health...no money for rent/mortgage on my part...family dealing with serious medical problems...and the list goes on.
I don't know what to tell you that would help except that I am there with you. I want you to know that just reading your post boosted me just a teensy bit and that is a good thing. We never know how our posts are going to affect others. Would a hug be appropriate?