Really appreciate your responses Webgoji. Provided me with some real food for thought.

Well Bill3, I only assume there is more because I realize she doesn't have any apprehension about expressing herself sexually and there are things she has mentioned she has tried without really going into detail. I'll just leave those experiences for her and keep them as vague as possible.

I wish I could answer those questions myself hannabee but I don't know. You are right though about the double standard. If the roles were reversed I am sure these would be proud accomplishments for a guy which is why I don't want to criticize her, but instead find a way for myself to deal with it. Everyone has provided me with some good advice and I think I just need to leave it alone and better manage my insecurities.