mrtoni,

No your right, there's no right or wrong answer here. As I said before I went off meds to find out who I was. It was needed as now I have learned how to control myself unmedicated. It's just I've gone back to school and I work.

I can't leave or even cut many hours at work as my boss thinks highly of me. Then school is the most important but I need a balance to make both work. I can't just care about one as I might get myself fired, which almost happened, or might fail horribly at school. Neither of which sounds great to me