Have you been DX'ed BP? It took me awhile to figure out my rythmes, one thing i noticed was that I had BP emotions that were pronounced and eb and flow according to some undetermined pattern. My BP cycles can last weeks or months if unchecked. Then, secondarily, i am VERY sensitive to life's happenings and my day to day and moment to moment moods can shift sometimes to an uncomfortable degree. I have found it useful to seperate the two so that it doesn't just feel like my life is one big game of internal tug-of-war.