I've been in this same series of crazy for months, maybe even a year. Granted, I was/am (?) all kicked out of wack because effexor was making me mixed (or rapid?).

If I'm not in a cycle, than what am I? Is cyclothymia a more likely option? I don't really know the difference, other than cyclothymia is less severe moods.

There's definitely a pattern to the triggers, but I'm not sure what that means.