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Old Dec 03, 2013, 08:23 PM
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Originally Posted by just_some_girl View Post
It seems like using the forum may be something of a coping mechanism for you at times when you can't reach out to people in RL- I know it can be for me - so my concern is if you don't have something healthy to do instead. I don't know how you sitting on your own crying and isolated is preferable to your interacting here. That said, I don't know how healthy threads like your last one are for you. I don't know what the answer is, rainbow, but I care about you and want you to feel better than I understand you're feeling right now
Yeah, I'm exhausted now and I'm unwinding with this thread. It is also a way of connecting with therapy and my T without bothering her, if that makes any sense.

I think others were more bothered by my thread than I was. Once I saw that nearly everyone thought it/I was wrong, I tried to learn from what they said. It turned out that my T agrees with a lot of what was posted to me, too.

Soon I have to return a phone call so I'll get off, and check back a few times before the night is over. I feel like crying more because of things my T said to me that made me think I'm her job, which I know I am.
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