Going thru hell the past couple weeks. Just all of a sudden the depression is back. Being so crabby to family, sleeping all the time, not cleaning etc etc. Finally got in to see psychiatrist and he upped my Lexapro last week. Saw my t today and she had a cancellation so I can come in 2 weeks rather than my 4 week schedule...thank god. I self-injury and I have had my blade at the ready but have not used it. trying not to. Just am so frustrated and sick of feeling like this. I have a supportive husband but still hard. Hoping the Lexapro kicks in soon. hate the waiting.