I've brought it up a few times, but according to both my doctors - I'm very receptive to treatment, I am very self-reflective and can recognize my flaws, I don't have issues with anger, and my relationships are stable. They say that those qualities are not shown in people with borderline.

I do recognize, before I started effexor, a distinct period of hypomania (bought a car, got a tattoo, slept around, etc) for about 6 months, then a stable period, then a sudden period of depression where I had no idea what was happening because my life was GOOD.

I think I am more overall depressive. I like the idea of your diary - where did you get it?