[quote=feralkittymom;3437165]. I noticed that at pretty much all the crucial moments that tell you something you don't want to hear, you said you check out, get triggered, forget. I would suspect that's why you felt disconnected from your T, not because of anything she felt about you.
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I am hesitant to post and feed the addiction. I am not even going to read this thread after I reply because I don't believe that is helpful to you either.

Yes. That is my opinion too. Instead of seeing it as triggering and then tuning out, it might be helpful to see it as putting your hands over your ears and being disrespectful and dismissing. That may not be your intent but the result is the same. Hopefully, you will not give in to the temptation to feel bad and instead will just move to correcting the problem so you can feel better about yourself.

My T uses parts therapy with me and I dissociate and forget too so I understand.