I have to think its frustrating that as much as youre attached to T when the cycle is to run here after every session and process as a means of getting more opinions it may feel unhelpful. She gives professional advice, then you let a board of people into your therapy relationship. Its unhealthy I think for that reason and because coming and posting here or on FB is all about attention and wanting other people to be the key to your contentment. I have to think thats frustrating for you too!