sigh.....

I have a wife who loves me, a beautiful daughter from my previous wife who I see everyday, she's an honor roll student, 16 yo, I get along w her mom, etc. My wife will do anything for me. My health is great. I have insurance. Only problem is financial.

The problem is me. I'm never content. I always compare myself to others. I job hop..resulting in economic stress. If I could just learn to love what I have and not always want something more/different, I think I would be so happy. I don't think I deserve happiness (what i'm getting for therapy, anyway) I'm too comfortable being sad, can't make decisions.

IDK, i'm just venting everyone. Thanks for reading