My Pdoc I think has only once asked me if its somthing I think about. I said yes and he asked if I wanted to talk about it and I said no (well shook my head and cried). He didn't push the subject, just made a note on the computer, but it felt like he really wanted me to open up. I think he was only able to let it go because he read in my notes that in the past when I have been really scared that thoughts would turn in to actions I was able to get myself to the Doctor or hospital, so hopfully he believes that would be what happens if/when I get that bad again.